ON DAYS LIKE THIS (STTORYBOX EDITION XIII)

On days like this
The clock still ticking
And time's never gonna stop
I saw all this coming
I'm gonna keep walking my road
But that doesn't change the fact
that i still missing him
That i still wanting all.
Loved his freedom, loved his mind
Loved his spirit and his beautiful smile
Cannot break that, cannot change him
It would hurt me set his freedom away
It would hurt me being selfish bout him.
He's not mine, he never was
But i swear for a moment
That when he looked at me straight into my eyes
I wanted him so bad to be mine
cause i was already feeling his
I wanted him to love me hard
cause i was already loving him so damn hard
That's my problem
Cannot love a little
I always love and feel more than i should
And i think it's too much feelings for just one human being
And that's why i'm kinda afraid
Cause when i'm too much of almost everthing
People cannot handle that
And at the end, they just leave.