Mood swings

I feel some kind of anger

And i don't know why

I feel sad cause' i miss him

I'm in love and i smile

I'm confused, anxious, hyperactive

I don't know very well what to do

it feels like i'm getting crazy

Like i want to break something

like there's something missing on my heart

is it normal? is it weird?

wanna cry, wanna scream

want him back

want his arms

and his lips on mine.

Everything is mixing

cause' i miss my country, my people

the memories  are kicking so deep

i miss him

He can't hear me out

He can't see my words

what would i will do if he speaks?

maybe he would hear my heart beat 

right from the distance

maybe he will remember my face.