I hear people talking.

I hear people talking

It takes me back to when i was there

with my friends, with my love that isn't my love

to the places where i used to go

It hurt me, it makes me smile

Please don't ask me how i feel

I'm kinda messy right now

at first everything seemed so fine

i couldn't stop smiling

cause' i was distracted

i was feeling happy for the first time

in a long time

but right now

alone in my room

i can't stand the feelings

i'm pouring out everything

my tears are not easy to fall

 i swear i'm trying to purge

i need someone to listen

i really wanna scream

i'm angry

can someone explain me why?

i don't want people to watch me

they're always making questions that cause' me pain

i don't think someone could understand this feelings

until they actually living the same thing.