Burned.

Burned

I'll raise up from hell

Waking up from the ashes

From the thirty feet hole

Where I buried myself once

Cause i didn't wanted to show

even if nobody's telling me i can't 

I don't wanna be the first one to fall

Cause they teached how to be strong

Like Steel, tough like stone

But i can't be cold

My heart melts and my mind loads

Soft hearted but never weak

Not everyone can see my tears

I smoked all my issues

I wrote down all my shit 

It stood on my mind like a secret

The songs i wrote are just temporary fix

A kind of medicine that sedaded me

Until the breath on my lungs started to choke me

I watched and watched

On these days i can't even talk

 something moved me

My anxiety appeared

In my throat were a noodle

And i shed a tear

I try to swalla but it was too late

At least twenty one seconds

My eyes could clean

At least my soul were trying to get some peace.