Stuff.

Shut my mouth

Hide my mind

Eyes wide open

Holding tears

Dont want them to fall

Not for this tiny stupid thing

hate when i held too much shit

For too much time

And then tiny things makes me explode

Deep breath 

I'm angry

Don't look at them

I need to talk

Dont wanna say something i could regret

I push my feelings away

Need to say it out loud

Cause i'm choking on my own words

But nobody seems to take me serious

No one seem to listen, to understand

No one deserves my world

So i keep walking like it doesnt matter

Like its okay

People talk and talk and talk

Too much noise

I want them to go

I swear i'm bout to leave it all

It drives me crazy

It makes me mad

Why i gotta love so hard?

I'm drinking my own love

Why i gotta think of them?

Can't stop thinking bout him

I'm getting drunk with all the memories

With all the feelings i still having inside

All the questions

Cant stop thinking bout my old monster that left me big scars

Why? why? why?

Deep down nothing seems to be enough

Deep down no one is enough

Cause they don't give as much as me

They're not loyal

They just don't care

So im always believing

But then they just dissapoint me

They stab me on the back

Doesnt matter if i don't expect anything

I feel miserable

For accepthing people mistakes

When they just don't accept me as i am

Im tired.