First love

After all, we can't scape from first love 

It fuck us up somehow

There always will be wounds and scars.

All the lies will came out

and the truth will stab in your heart

And t will hurt you like hell

Will drive you mad

At least that's how it felt from my side.

First love always take your ilusions

A part of your inocence

A part of your heart

A part of you.

First love always make you cry

And destroys you

In a way that not everybody can understand 

Just cause' they only get the half of the story

The funny and beautiful part of it

First love always kill you

To the point that you'll never be the same person again

To the point that when you go forward

Some scars will be remembering you

All the things you don't wanna repeat again.

Ugh, first love

Don't wanna comeback to you

Don't ever comeback to me

Don't wanna see your face again

Can't forgive you for all you did

Can't forgive myself for all the things i did

For all the pain you cause me

For all the goddamn scars i got

This time i can't

I can't forgive us so easily

I can't let the anger go so fast

Was too much time holding feelings

Too much time hearing lies

Too much time crying

Thinking that we were okay

No, i don't want you here anymore

Too much time giving the best of me

To someone who didn't know how to love

Ugh first love 

I wanna burn your picture on the fire

Wanna erase your name from my world

And throw away all the hate i got inside of me.

All i wanted was the truth

 all i wanted was the real you for a moment

But you couldn't be yourself

You couldn't be brave enough to say that you made a mistake

And instead of that you choosed to break me

And that's why i hate you 

I hate you cause' you lied

Cause you knew better than anybody

 that i deserved the truth.