Expectations.

I am fragile, even if i'm always showing the opposite.

I act like i don't need anybody but the truth is that i'm lying.

I say ''i don't need any friends'' because i want to be alone and the reason of that is that  i don't like the persons that i have around me right now; but the thing is that sometimes i feel alone and

It's difficult to me because all the persons here still acting and thinking exactly in the same way and if i don't do what they do, if i don't think like they do or if i don't follow their orders, i'm wrong or i am weird.

i don't born to follow someone or to follow orders. sorry not sorry.

I'm tired of this people, of this place and feel like a fool because  i still hoping that everything change; but as always the world still telling me that i must keep my expectations small. that is not fair because  if the world is  always expecting big things from me why i can't expect big things too? 

the truth is that the world expects of the other, bigger things that I expect of him.